La vie est toujours un trésor

when nuts get bored,this is it..

I ain’t taking any painkillers,

Starbucks is such a thriller

Doughnuts all drilled

Uhh, think I’m gonna spill

Contagious,
Lethal,
That’s love

Year after another
Lies after another
Why,I still ponder
As my love grows fonder

Beneath those eyes,
And all those lies,
My conscious cries,
No matter how hard I try

Sky filled with stars,
I think of you from afar,
Our love is marred,
You left me nothing but scars,

My life,stained
With all the pains,
Made me living in vain,
Relying on hope, ever so faint

wow..it’s been ages since i last post sumthin ere..lolx..frenz start to question me..why din i update my blog over ere..lolx..and its reali gettin on my nerves to answer..juz jk..anyway,life’s been good lately..better as it seems..form 5 now..and i feel..eerm..old..lolx..o ya..i’m 17 now..i can officially OWN MY DRIVING LICENSE*soon*..isnt it wonderful?lolx..gettin my L coming tues..jeez..and i’m so eager to learn..lolx..wats more?P soon..lolx..i’m so thrilled..other than that,life’s pretty fun..infact better den i’ve expected..its like juz yesterday’s news..u knoe those times when we were still young and naive..i mean back then in primary and lower secondary..and now i’m ending my skul life in another few months time..how time flies..and we’re all maturing..in another word,OLD =P ..aspirations for the year will very much be something like this..

1. enjoy evry moment i can with my frenz..
2. flyin colours sPM result..
3. good health
4. oh ya,how cud i possibly forget tis..lolx..GOOD WEALTH..jeez..lolx
5. fun,fun and more FUN..
6. get rid of "troublesome" ppl aka HYPOCRITES aka BABI-ISM..
7. more frenz and less enemies(which turns out more ENEMIES than ever..lolx)

there u go,LATEST UPDATE from me after such a long long period of time..anyway,god bless evryone..and HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!..

-JOEY-

thurs-23/11/06

woke up at 6:30am..got done by 7:30..left home at 7:45..reached mamak at 8:05..fred n i,da "most punctual" as evryone stared at us n they muz had been waiting for quite sometime..lolx..so took bus from sg long to serdang,took abt 30 mins or less..reached serdang’s station abt 8 plus..took train to KL Sentral..from there,v changed train to subang jaya..reached subang abt 9 plus..took a bus to sunway pyramid..ended up there at 10 plus..headed straight to da skating ring without breakfast for some of us..changed stuff n evryone was reali excited..or it was juz me who felt butterlies..lolx.. HERE V COME!!! evryone skates quite well except da maiden of S.E.N Corp..JOEY who is me..hahaha..not even close to 5 mins..i’ve oredi fell for da 1st time..within minutes,i fell flat on da ground..again n again..i was even caught on tape how i landed like a butterfly on snow..thx,huang bin..haha..after hours n hours of falling ..at last 4th hour,i finally got it rite..yeah!! thx..after 5 hours of intense training..at last..but when i was juz started to hav fun skating..frenz wanted to get some food..hmm..left ring at 5 plus..den went for breakfast+lunch+dinner..walked around..ate ice-creams..walked again..ate again in A&W..left da mall abt 8 plus..took bus to midvalley n took train to serdang..den waited for bus again..wanted to eat again when v reach sg long but evryone was way exhausted..so tat was a call off..so here m i..expressing my gratitude to my main sponsors of da day..if it wasnt for u ppl,i wudnt hav any fun at all..thx..SATHISH,FRED n SORZAIMAX..thx thx..oh ya,i realized sumthin as well..no matter where v r..v juz cant stop talking,huh?on bus,train,or even juz standing at a corner..jeez..v made hell lot of noise..n some loves it(cud c some smiles n laughs from public)..some juz cudnt take it(showed us d HAND as a sign of "shut up,kids") hahaha..anyway,v had all da fun..thx..it’s all worthwhile..even wit da bruises i hav..it’s all worth it..

sharin fun with evryone
-Joey-

good day ppl..it’s the 3rd day of d’holidays..juz a few days..i knoe..not even a week,it’s oredi KILLING ME…darn..freakishly bored..life juz gets worse n worse,isnt it?haizz..when it comes to HOLIDAYS…all sorts of plan coming ahead…yes,u’ve got it all rite..it’s good n plenty of fun if u get to join evrythin..BUT…when it comes to HOLIDAYS without $$$$$$$$$$$$..ur in serious shit..like wat they always say,(well,mayb there is NO they..its juz JOEY says..)

                          NO MONEY = GO TO HELL = SUCK AT HOME

lolx..so,now tat u understand tat equation..u c,life’s been treating me real hard lately..i nit some repayment,hello..tak ada langsung..damn unfair..ish..how i wish,i can juz get all da fun which i blif i wil not get much of it,it seems…IF ONLY..IF ONLY..too many of da phrase,IF ONLY..

IF ONLY,
..i’m alil wiser
..i can juz get a job which they hire a 16 years old girl
..i’m juz street smart n not juz BLOODY smart..lolx
..i’m much luckier den i think i am
..i’m not always broke
..i’m not tis adorable..haizz..life gets harder when ur tis ADORABLE..hahahaha

so,conclusion..who says v cant jump into d’ conclusion tis fast?who says money is da root of all evils?who says money is not da key to evrythin?who says joey’s nuts?

there,u go..ABSOLUTELY nobody..so its ok if v’re alil money-conscious..not MONEY-MINDED alrite?
and of cuz,joey isnt a nutty either.. look into her eyes,u’ll c..pots and pots and pots of gold!!!!!!!!much more den u can c at evry end of rainbows
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww……..RITE~~my foot..ppl,hold ur horses,dun come rushin to me after tis..i dun hav even for a penny..lolx

conclusion,no money,stuck ere..oh wait..tats not da conclusion..(WHEN THE HELL CAN V ACTUALI JUMP INTO D’ CONCLUSION!!!!)<<< tis is wat i called,monolog(talks to urself,answers to urself) did teachers in skul teach u tis?oh its ok if they din..now u learn sumthin from joey’s blog..it’s OK..

okok..conclusion..tis time,for real..dun b so pissed..i’m gettin there..conclusion,da truth is..

THERE’S NEVER A CONCLUSION AVAILABLE IN JOEY’S BLOGS..OF ALL PPL U CHOSED TO TRUST JOEY??WHY??WHY??

answer to the question : JOEY is JOEY..its always wise not to trust a known devil,but an unknown angel…

signing off,
nutty JOEY
(hey,dun say tat,i’m not nutty,juz monolog-ing and its all Sesame Streets’s fault)

                                                -THE END-

FRI-17/11/06

it’s da last day of skul for 2006..got up..all messed up..so freakin’ moody..dunno y..cudnt find words to say..went skul..took a good look at my skul which isnt a real nice n famous skul..den it brought me back lots of memories..lots of them..asked myself y am i so out of mood..not like it’s my last day in skul..i’ve stil got a year to go..no frust..supposedly..but i juz cudnt find d answer..or mayb i DO knoe why..juz tat i din wanna accept it..it’s emo..i knoe..i knoe..but it’s reali hard..went up to my best pals..tot i was ok..i knoe i’m ok..i wil b ok..but..it juz din work out..burst it..i screwed up  evrythin..aww,man..reali hate myself tat moment..told myself NO..DUN DO TAT..TATS NOT RITE..and yet i did it all da same..tis real ugly monster came up to me..so it attacked again..FAILED FAILED FAILED..i juz failed..total failure..da more i met ur eyes..i felt it even more..i cudnt bare wit it afterall..i shud b tough..i knoe i hav to b tough all da same..well,i look tough,rite?hahaha..ya well,bullshit afterall,i stil cudnt go through it..lolx..tis time..it reali suits me rite..my nick..suits me…FATALICIOUS..i’m always at da fatal point ..lolx..well,sound real emotional now..i knoe..but tis is wat i’m feelin it rite now..i wanna leave sumthin behind..so i can look back one day and say,ya,i made through it..it wasnt tat hard..THAT wi’ll b da compliments..motivates me,who knoes,rite?cant tell wat tomolo mite b..conclusion,i made it..i did..juz abit ugly..for twice today..lolx..it din suck at all..it felt good..thank god for tis..i shud b..cuz i was given another chance..SHOUT PRAISES TO THE LORD!! thx for evrythin..silly i mite b..but i din regret it all ..i juz DIN,DUN,and WONT..cuz i’ve been THERE,done THAT..tats all i asked for..happy holidays anyway!!

p/s: sounds real gloomy..yes i m..exaggerate,u mite think..but tis is my blog..tis is wat i like..n it’s 100% real..take it or leave it..call me emo..call me wateva shit u like..it’s juz me..i am who i am..nobody can ever judge me..oni GOD does da job..peace!!

-Fatalicious-

i’m rather speechless today for it’s a kinda depressing day..it’s been tough for me to go through all tis..u n i both know v’ll part one day..it’s juz a matter of time..juz tat i never expected it to come tis soon..it’s today for some of u..always tot i can get over it easily when tis particular day comes..but it certainly is a difficult task for me..i miss u all so much..tis year is more saddening den da previous one..as i was seeing evryone of u n knowing tat tis is it..da end of it..for some of u..tis may b da last time i’ll ever c u again..it reali sux big time..i managed to hold back da sadness within me..it’s better to leave behind a smile den a sobbing-in-front-of-u pops up whenever u think of me..reali miss u alotz..especially ray,fuen ying,shin wen,melody,slave,vicky etc..i knoe i might offended u,but plz..i wud like to ask for ur forgiveness..i wan u to knoe ur da greatest pals alive i’ve ever met..miss u lotx lotx lotx..love u so so so much..things u had left behind for me..its all da memories v shared together for all these years..n tis is wat i’ll cherish for da rest of my life..thx for everythin..thx for being there wit me through da ups n downs..cant hardly imagine how life wil b without u,next year..tis is reali very very very devastating…miss u n love u all..take carez..keep in touch..may god always be with u..days and nitez…i shall pray for u,in mighty Lord’s name,amen..LUCKZ!! come out yam cha oh..keke..adioz..

-Joey-

FRI - O3/11/06

tis’s gonna b real long..lolx..went to skul at 7am..gathered together..evryone was so excited..at 8 plus,v finally left skul for our trip.."BACK TO NATURE 06′ "..sat,me,xin yi,eve and stan took da back seats in da bus..u can guess where da noise came from den..lolx..so da ride took abt an hour plus to reached Taman Pertanian,Shah Alam..hey,i knoe..all of u mite think it’s a FARM..but hell no,ur wrong..so v reached there..it’s a reali nice place wit reali reali tall trees all around..there’re few ‘Rumah Melayu’ ..v had da welcome ceremony..later,v were all divided into groups..abt 6 groups of 12 each..my team was da CAMOUFLAGE: sathish(leader),pey wen,eve,darven,vincent,min yang,amalina,danita,siang nin,teng suan,hairul and I..1st activity was "Pak Alang"(some sort of treasure hunt game where v had to search for insects n etc around our chalets)..abt 12 plus,had lunch and off v went to our "Homes" to unpack our stuff..there were Houses for girls (perlis and melaka) boys (pahang and negeri sembilan)..da houses were reali spacious and comfy..so 1 plus,v had our lunch..abt 2,v had a brief talk abt our upcoming activity which was da JUNGLE TREKKING..da weather wasnt tat good today..v went off wit a safari bus..everyone was way WAY TOO EXCITED..lost our minds even b4 v entered da jungle..lolx..so v had another brief talk from a ranger..went in da jungle AT LAST..kinda scary at first..cuz it was kinda dark and quiet as v moved along..all of sudden,IT RAINED..SO HEAVILY..n had to pace up..and there were many slopes and spiky trees..puddles of water and mud evrywhere..v reached a spot where there’s a little waterfall..gosh,it looked nice but..there’re TONNES OF LEECHES ><"..there,v had to pluck some plant,soil and water samples to b brought back wit us for our science PEKA..v moved on..deeper into da woods..rained so heavily,da task became much more CHALLENGING and ADVENTUROUS..it was reali da most challenging task i ever had..poor bum of mine..fell down NONSTOP(evrywhere was slippery)..lolx..there were lots of funny thing happened during process even though it rained n da task got harder and harder..for example,i accidentally fling sathish’s specs into a big puddle of mud,two of da girls lost their shoes in these mud puddles and they had to continued their walk bare-feeted or even sir willieam went jungle-trekking wit an umbrella up??..lolx..then,v reached a slope..SLIDE..lolx..i muz hav landed in a reali weird way somehow and evryone at da bridge burst out laughing including myself(mud covered from my back to my feet) but hell cares..it was fun i had..lolx..den walked n walked til v reached a place where v cleaned ourselves wit water to clear off da mud..kenneth,poor thing,had a "visitor" from jungle on his calve..kenneth was happily feeding da "little one" wit his precious blood..he was stil smiling and laughing..lolx..gathered around later on..sang songs and v had to walked for another 1.5 km back to our chalets..my feet hurt so i had to walk bare-feet back T.T  but it was reali fun..finally back to our chalets..gathered and had pics..den off v went back to our "rumahs" for shower..8 plus,v had our dinner and began our night activities..1st,evryone was black-folded(members) except da leader who had to giv out instructions to form an alphabet out of da members(created da word NATURE out of 6 groups) 2nd activity was kinda silly..v got pranked..blindfolded as well but v were taken all around da place which turned out to b juz OUTSIDE OF DA MAIN HALL..n pranked each others..swt..lolx..supper was ready..but evryone was way too exhausted..v returned back to our chalets to rest..da nite got reali "awakened" by my fren,eve who screamed all of a sudden..why?juz simply bcuz of an enormous ant tat can fly landed on her bum while she was lying down mingling wit her phone..da boys tot sumthin happened and rushed over..lolx..teachers came by as well to check us out..abt 1 plus,evryone went to bed..tat’s a WRAP for da nite..

SAT - 04/11/06

woke up at 5:40 am..got ready by 6:15am..gathered at da hall..carried out few simple experiments wit da samples v took from da jungle yesterday..abt 8 plus,v went for a morning walk wit sir willieam..on our way back from da walk,things happened as well..lolx..ran like mad dogs..lolx..eve got "molested"..evryone walked like DONs..lolx..v had our breakfast..den 1st activity of da day kicked off..EXPLORACE..it was reali reali fun..v had 6 checkpoints tat v needed to go..1st checkpoint,v had to build a modal out of straws,sticks and strings..2nd checkpoint was reali challenging..FISH CATCHING(cudnt make it)..v were required to catch 3 fishes at least..lolx..3rd checkpoint,cycle on uneven sandy surface and through poles..4th checkpoint, kite-making..needed to make a kite wit nature theme(ours was a big butterfly wit huge CAMOUFLAGE wording spread-ed across da image)…5th checkpoint,craft-making as well..slightly different..lantern making wit da shape of a star using bamboo sticks,strings and colour papers(ours didnt look much like a star anyway but v made it)..6th checkpoint,latern making oso but tis time was made out of papers and strings..cut circles out of da papers and sticked them to form 2 laterns and tied them together..our team made it, 4th in da game..v saw a baboon during our game..lolx ..had lunch..dunno y..dat meal tasted reali reali nice..not bcuz of da dishes..but evryone felt great..da last meal and it tasted GREAT..closing ceremony,prize giving and talk by principal..after tat,v went to "Four Seasons House"..it’s a place where they followed according to da seasons throughout da year..the one v went was da winter..so da place was reali reali cold..took pics..and got tricked by the cunning sir willieam,he tricked xin yi n i..to "raining season"(doesnt exist) which turned out to b a EXIT door to outside world..lolx..den ran in da rain and left da centre..reached chalets..ran back in and took our belongings ..all soaked and ran like mad back to da bus..opened up little "party" in da bus..snacks all came to good use at last..lolx..sathish,i dun eat nonstop ok?it’s juz tat i happen to b eating evrytime u c me..lolx..ok?hahaha..so ate along our way..talked and gone crazy..all da same..headed back to skul..eve n i made mistake along da ride home..haha..there was a bus passed ours at da toll..v waved madly cuz both of us tot it was our frenz’ bus..waved madly..suddenly…v recognised NONE OF THEM FROM OUR SKUL..lolx..the ppl were laughing and started waving back at us..v burst out laughing as well..so embarrassing..lolx…reached skul at 5pm..as soon as i saw mum’s car!!! i cud almost jumped out of joy..hahahaha..or i did JUMPED??lol..either way…went home..went to bed at 6pm til 12 plus noon next day..lolx..TATS MY GREATEST BIO TRIP EVER TAT I’LL NEVER EVER FORGET..it was so much fun i had and it was certainly full of memories..it mite b da toughest trip but it was da GREATEST trip i enjoyed so much..tis makes all my ache worthwhile..I LOVE ALL OF U..THANK YOU SO SO MUCH for ALL TIS!!!!

full of gratitude,
-Joey-

I LOVE U..I LOVE U..I LOVE U..hahaha..hav u ever felt tat ur reali reali worth living in tis world??omg..i reali reali do feel tat way..i’m quite worth living..finally..i found MY LIFE..da life tat i longed for..but i’m not gonna tell much for now..not til it reali reali REALI HAPPENS..i’m juz way too excited..n thrilled..omg..all i knoe is tat..i reali wan it so BAD…reali reali bad..lolx..wow..cant wait..n all i nitta do now is to pray hard tat all things will work out juz fine…I’M JUZ SO EXCITED ABT EVERYTHIN TAT’LL TAKE PLACE IN MY LIFE SOON..OMG…HAHAHAHA…I can surely said,i f*cking love myself as ever..so much…hahahaaha…i’m so thrilled….lolx….way to go,sista’  WOOT~~~~

-Joey-

it’s been ages since d last blog i posted..lolx..i used to think if things dun go ur way,ur so DEAD..but i changed my point of view..sometimes things dun go ur way or the way they supposed to b,it’s actuali a good thing..it doesnt prove things wont work out juz fine,agree?lolx..there’re lots of thing happened lately..but i juz cudnt care much..or even for da saddest thing,i din even bother to think abt it..things r happening n yet i dun care..things went wrong..reali wrong..plans went haywire..dunno y,i reali dun bother abt them at all..good thing i guess..things turn out from worse to worst n i’m stil pretty much enjoying myself each day?call me stupid or ignorant or wateva..it doesnt reali matter..tats so not me actuali who’s a person tat likes to worry tis n tat,go on thinkin things tat wil eventually spoil my mood myself..lolx..well lets juz put it tis way..i think i c it coming..learn to move on instead of sobbing ere n there..so back to my life,well..holidays kicked off last fri..went to lagoon but it didnt turn out as fun as i tot it wud b..but da sleepover was great =) n so do holidays..days were all fine..there’re d good n d bad news abt da holidays v’re having(a week off,isnt enuf?)..good news,can relax and chill for awhile after hectic weeks of exams(almost gone nuts,n thank u,lord,i din turn out to b in some mental hospital or sumthin worse than tat)..time doesnt matter it seems..a week off is better den NOTHING at all..lolx..da bad news,gosh..pathetic skul,havin another 3 days of examinations after tis..bugger..chemistry??history??my goodness..of all subjects,y muz it b CHEMISTRY n HISTORY?after holidays???jeez..lousy schedule..BUT…after tat 3 miserable remaining days..HOLIDAYS!!! COMING!!! YAHOO..cant wait..lolx..so tats abt it..me n my life..boring but at da same time,things r abt to change..so lets juz pray for da good ones to come..lolx..take carez..good day..god bless..

p/s:well,not to b rude but tis blog doesnt hav to b something meaningful or wateva to some of u..it’s my blog n i rule..lolx..like it or not..it’s stil mine..lolx..n,SATHISH,dun SPAM MY COMMENT..u..r so gonna pay for it after holidays..u knoe?lolx..

-JOey-